Year 2008.....3rd January.....

Last month, when my office director ask me to guide a young engineer.....
which the project become critical......
that time, i feel that my responsible become higher....
because i know myself is not ready to be a leader yet....

To be a good leader, i supposed not only to handle the project well.....
i also must know how to lead the junior to the correct way....
Sometime, the way how we lead the people wont accepted by other.....
sometime, the way how we lead also will make other feel is unfair....

Yesterday, one of my colleague told me......
i start to act like a senior style already.......
which i not supposed to be, said by her......
yesterday whole night, i didnt sleep well....
to think about this, to think how to be a good leader.....

All the while, what i know about myself is, i would scolded other,
and i also wont complain other, especially my junior,
and whatever question they ask, i will try to help...
because i know myself learn from the hard way last time....
and i wont let them feel the same....

normally i will told them what to do,
let them know it will be much better if done like this way.......
for me, is more to learn how to be work smart together ......
because myself also in the way of practice to work smart......
sometime, i also will told them how to be more tidy, more systematic....
because i know myself is not a person of systematic previously...
i learn to be more tidy from my friend, i also hope them will also.....

but, I forget their feeling also......
mayb i alway think that is for their own good....
and mayb i also have to learn how to leave down....
let them learn how to wake up from falling down......
because it also is the process of learning.....
still a very long way for me to learn how to be a good leader...

Talk about another thing..A happy thing......
yesterday when i have a drink with my friend....
which is he is not accepted by my three girl best friend......
so, he is the only one person told me i am a good listener.....
all the while....i was complain by my ex-friend.....
said i am not a good listener, and a person like to argue.....
always think i am the right, that kind of person.....
so, one year before, i promise to myself.....
I will learn how to listen.....and learn how to accept other......

Nowaday, is feel very warm and happy....
when got somebody come to tell me i am a good listener...
without my expect.......
somemore come a friend dunno how to express himself to friend.....

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